LOVE STORY

When i look at this photo, i remember about something. Something that first i know. Something about you, my previous. 3-4 years ago, we have a date. You tell me that you love me, and you promise that you will always love me. My life is full of happiness after we do it. I think that you are the best of all. I love you with all my heart and i just wanna to spend my life with you on that time. But the problem is coming. I think that you have a affair with her, my best friend. I'm jealous. I think that she's steal you from me, and you become to love her not me. I'm sad and angry after i thinking about it. nd then we are brokenhearted. I'm not yours again and so are you.
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And now, i found him. He gives me the happiness like you give to me. Everytime he smile, i can't stop to melting. Everytime i look at him, i can't go away from him. Everytime he speak, he touch me and i become to be stronger than years ago.Oh, how lucky i am. I can meet him and know what's amazing everytime i remember him and begin to melting again............... oh, God, but how unlucky i am because he still not just a friend not more. although i just wanna catch his heart and become to his girlfriend, i still can't do it.............. TToTT
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_._._._._, thanks and forgive me for everything and _._._._, i will not let you go, i will try to touch you, catch you and become to your special girl............
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KING BEE!!!!!! REMEMBER, YOU WILL BE MINE,,,,, ^^

Because Of You ^^ (for SunShine)

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

KAMSO??? Oh, No?!?

Baru ajj q buka facebook, qu coba leat2 grup, dan astaghfirullah, agku leat ada grup yg mengatasnamakan dirinya sbg anti Mr.Oky Sudarto, kepala sekolah SMP 1 Kudus dan SMP 2 Kudus....... Pendiri maupun anggota sptnya gag terima ada kepsek yg mengepalai dua sekolah favorit d kudus sekaligus..... emnx c awalna agku sepaham krn agku pikir begitu serakahnya jika jd kepsek di dua cqulaa fav sekaligus, TAPVI stlah agku nalar, kayaknya sah2 ajj deh Mr.Oky nglakuin it, Toh, it juga perintah, bkn kemauan sendiri.... Tp balik lg soal moral dan daya pikir masing2, jk negative thinking tentu kamu sepaham dgn pendiri grup KAMSO itu, tp jk anda positive thinking, mgkn qm sepaham sama agku.... Lagian ni y, qu denger, syarat kepsek tu sekarang kalo taraf RSBI, musti Strata 2.... Lah kan kepsek lama kita Mr. Suyono baru Strata 1 mzqipun pny 2 gelar, mgkin cepat atau lambat, pemrintah akan bertindak jugag, akan ada pihak lain yg mengepalai sekolah kita tercinta, SMP 2 Kudus.... Jika it kejadiannya semoga kita makin maju, makin berwawasan, dan fasilitas pun makin ngedukung.... Kalo pun gag pun gpp, coz saya liat, Mr. Oky orang yg baik dan berwibawa. Maksud beliau berbagi cerita ttg kunjungannya ke singapore, malaysia atau brunei dlm pikiran saya adl sbg motivasi bwt kita utk lebih giat belajar, berdo'a dan berikhtiar, insya ALLOH, kita bisa menyamai beliau, bahkan melebihinya, AMIN ALLAHUMMA AMIEN... Sekali lagi berusahalah menyayangi semua orang jangan ada rasa benci sekecil apapun, jk kita terpaksa tidak menyukai seseorang, lakukan dgn biasa ajj, simpan dlm hati, tak usah menjelek2kannya, mgkin malah nanti jk kita kesusahan, orang yg kita bencilah yg ngebantuin kita.... siapa yg tau, Wallahu A'lam mah kalio soal itu..... keep study hard, smile and friendly to all friend,,,, ^^